Being here in San Jose has been a mixed bag due to certain events. I've had a genuinely awesome time, But getting the news that my grandmother may have had another stroke about 24 hours after arriving has added a layer of anxiety. Luckily she was with family when it happened, and luckily, family has been keeping me informed. She said not to come home, and honestly? I feel fine with that call... All that would happen there is what is happening to me here. I'd be a big ole bag of uselessness, since I can't do anything.
I got the promotion at work. It's a relief but another source of stress, but the good kind.
I have been taking the days where I am generally on my own while here to try and write. Most of it is rough and rusty, probably nothing useful, but I need to re-train to just keep writing no matter what. It's actually helping me a lot. The emotional damage October has been inflicting upon me seemed to what to keep it up, but I'm channeling it. In the mean time I'll keep my chin up. When I get home, there is a lot I'll have to pick up, and just remember what this vacation was supposed to do. I need to reset.
Just keep writing Jamie.
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