Friday, January 3, 2014

I'm not ready to be a grown up

Sure, I joke about being immature, and will continue to be a kid until I am likely well in to my 40’s. But today made me realize just how unprepared I really am for that kind of responsibility. For the 6 hours I sat in the ER with my grandmother, even knowing it was just a dizzy spell that happened to hit with a migraine, I couldn’t help but think of the worst possibilities.

If I had lost her today, I wouldn’t even know where to start. I know where the will is kept, and I feel I could handle all the… administrative tasks involved (of course her sister and brother would help I imagine…).

I’m glad shes okay. I really am not ready to be a grown up yet, at least not completely.

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